Tag: Centering

Reconnection & Recalibration

Swimming in the waves this Sunday allow me to cleanse myself and reconnected with the microcosm within myself as I let the worries and frustrations of the past go. Floating amongst the waves and letting the cold ocean water rinse off all energetic influences and slosh me around in waves allowed me to surrender my fears and anxieties. As my heart fast with the excitement and of being in moving water and felt it’s strength all around me, I exuded all the pent up negativity that had been piling up. I let myself acknowledge my vulnerability amidst the sloshing waves, as the heavily salted water went in my mouth, my eyes, my nose, my throat, drawing out all the energetic impurities I had accumulated this past cycle. With the release of clogged energy, emotions, fears, and worries, I was finally able to open up to reconnect with the world. I swam till my legs were too tired to run on land against the tug of the withdrawing tide, so I waited until the waves became smaller and gently flowed onto the beach. As I stepped back onto land, tired out from expulsion of clogged energy, vulnerability and anxiety, I was ready to relax and take in the day.

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In accordance with the message I received from Spirit, this Memorial Day weekend I spent time with friends and family, celebrating this life to honor the dead and all the blood, sweat and tears they shed to make this it possible for us to enjoy what we have. I thank Spirit for their message to rejoice and celebrate Together, sharing our joyful energy and embracing the vibrance of the day. Even though it was cast over and cold, we enjoyed ourselves in this relaxing adventure.

I came home from the beach relaxed and Energized! The perfect combination to start off the week! It also recalibrated my cycle and got me to an earlier sleep schedule which helps me prepare for early appointments later this week.

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On Monday night I went through a mechanical purge of the unhelpful past habit of burning out online working on projects till I was too tired to stay awake and then could not fall asleep at all due to nerves so I stayed up working on some Manifestation homework and finally went to bed at 6am when I REALLY was too tired and passed out as soon as I laid down.

Today, the day after the purge, I am DONE with my unhelpful habits of the past and ready to begin a new cycle! Centered, rejuvenated and cleansed by this weekend!

I will no longer desperately apply to projects and job openings that “look good” I Know that I have work, am completing work, and have enough financially to keep me going. I will focus on my self-development, my classes (self development & business), really learn from my coaching sessions, and Clean Up!


Dream : Exiting a Runaway Car, Grounding after losing myself in the rush

(Cards pictured are Quantum Tarot)
  Last night I had a dream that started off with me working on a group projects with classmates in college. It was a genuinely collaborative and friendly environment, which makes me think of the Three of Cups and the Three of Pentacles. When we were done, we went to clean up the work space and noticed some stuff left by some guys who had already left. We picked it up for them, planning to return it them when we had a chance. Then I drove off. While driving, I realized that my car brakes did not function at all, which made worry about getting into an accident. So I made an extra wide right turn (lanes were kinda reversed so going right was going into opposite lane and against traffic), noticing that everyone was aware of my car malfunctioning And they were also able to maneuver away from me and avoid a collision, and turned into an undeveloped area with dirt and tall wild grass. The friction caused by rolling over the natural terrain caused my car to halt. As I prepared to exit the car, I noticed that the left (driver’s side) of the vehicle was right smack against a tan-peach stucco wall so I would have to exit another door. And I awoke right as I exited the car.

Interpretation
  The key to the dream is realizing that I need to and can Ground myself when I lose myself in the rush of activity. I cherish and miss being amongst my peers (long long ago, in a place with no hierarchies) and I love the thrill of starting a new project. However the lack of mature and practical business sense combined with the creative energy of the Magician does not translate well into the physical realm, hence despite of how hopeful I stay, I am locked in habitual patterns that don’t work and lead to breakdowns.
  Hope keeps me alive, and drives me forward. Despite of all my crashes and breakdowns. Even when I crash in an emotional heap of burning anger, after I finish burning away the rage that flames inside of me, I look inward for the guiding candle of hope. Remembering to be thankful for all that I have gained and earned up to this point. Letting this soothing and gentle light fill my body and bring recovery.

Message
  Instead of getting ahead of myself with exaggerated expectations for new projects and flipping out when they aren’t met, I should slow down, be thankful for what I have and learn to build up at a more sustainable pace in order to exit patterns of uncontrollable rush that have always lead to breakdowns.